Good day so far. A bit down when I got up and didn't get a lot done Friday night. But that's okay. I am hunkering down and focusing and have a lot of time to not push myself, inflict failure right away, or not focus on what's important. Doing stuff at home and focusing is really great. Having taken the medicine this morning around 10 am was probably a good thing.

All in all, making great progress.

I am okay. I guess I feel that I don't have enough of the review, get done, make sure all is okay system down. I am going to need to sit down over the weekend and figure out where all my open loops will be, figure out how to gather them all in one place, know how to get back to them if I need to or know that they will get taken care of in the following days and what MUST get taken care of today will and go from there. I must get the Allen steps down (this is another idea for the weekend).

I am still feeling funny about today. I am getting through it and think I'll take care of what I need to but I feel strangely anxious. Maybe if I just am sure to get the things listed in my binder done I'll be okay. I really do need to be okay. I'll try that. LESSON: BE SURE TO GET THE ITEMS DONE LISTED IN YOUR BINDER (OR TO PUT THEM SOMEPLACE WHERE YOU KNOW YOU CAN AND WILL FIND THEM LATER).

Didn't post since the 16th and its now the 19th? Uhoh. I guess I've had my thoughts elsewhere. Must try not to take my eye off the ball. Will fill in those gaps right now. This will be dated the 17th even though its the 19th. Perhaps I must dial back on some things I try to do and focus on what is important to me and what I do well. A what not to do list might be good (can only visit 5 non-email sites today (?), can only spend 20 minutes on newspaper a day, can only spend 10 minutes a day on clothes setup (get better way of doing it), can only spend 20 minutes the day of a day planning one's day (the day or week before a total time of over 20 minutes is okay). Etc., etc.

Okay day yesterday. Did get something from Gerner that maybe the stress is good -- that I'm going through a transition that provides the stress. Got a fair amount done otherwise. Need to trash the green cards. They are adding to the stress!

Great day yesterday. Just sat in my chair and went through stuff. This was so productive, especially along with my green cards. However, I'm getting a little overwhelmed with my cards. I also didn't get all the things done on the board. I need to be a bit less ambitious with the board but use it near my desk and perhaps post it in a more visible place or ??? Try to get these things done before I sit down.

Maybe I can chuck my cards when I'm done with the task. That might help.

Good day overall however. Sitting at a chair away from my desk is good. Also at a chair not on the computer is good as well. Weekly reviews are essential which is largely what it was yesterday.

Pretty good day so far. Input blog for yesterday, making great progress on fun files, organized medicine stuff , organized by door, put out plug, put out dvd's, talked w/yvonne and danny re: matches, talked with Darcy re: LR, talked with Mom and Dad (first class, Shermans -- Mr. in program and got better), read a bit of newspaper, listened to radio programs recorded, listened / watches morning news programs, clear desk/table, wrote long-term projects, current projects, and today's tasks on whiteboard which I am working on.

Great day, really, so far. Maybe just being in a chair with a back in it and going through stuff with the bed as a place to put stuff on is great (I need to keep the chair clear).

Good going David!