Decent day yesterday. Good to go to Kupper. I feel that I'm #3 at best on everyone's list. I also go in expecting people not to like me. I sometimes do the reverse, and when I get a neutral response I think people don't like me when they may be neutral or it may be something I can come back from. I need to believe that things aren't set in stone with other people. If they react in a negative way, that doesn't mean I won't get another chance. I need to realize that others can tolerate a bit of downness. I also need to realize that I have alot to offer -- even if some like me, some don't, and some are neutral. I have alot to offer no matter how I perceive how others perceive me.